i have no idea what i want in life.
maybe a fast paced life is what suits me. i need concise, strict deadlines with a sense of urgency thrown in. only that will motivate me to finish my work and stop telling myself, "hey, relax! there's still time!"
i cannot afford to slow down, cannot let myself slack. i need to feel the urgency and only then will the importance of the work that is looming in front of me will be acknowledged and felt upon.
gimme more. gimme gimme!
